curious-me's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Feelings I'm feeling out of sorts. I don't really know how to explain my feelings. I feel very short tempered and bitchy. I'm trying to figure out why. There's a full moon tonight but I don't know enough about the moon and how it affects you to go by that. My sleep is out of whack so that's one theory. I never seem to get enough during the week and then on the weekends it's all over the place. I don't know. But I don't like feeling this way. I like being sunny and happy and always seeing the bright side of things. I had a dream about my mom last night and in it I was very anxious. I'm thinking I may have some issues about my mom coming to visit. Not sure why though. Might have something to do with how opposed she was/is to Keith and I living together before marriage and this will be the first time she'll be seeing him since it all went down. My mom's not a confrontational person at all but... I don't know she might bring it up. I sincerely doubt it though. Just thinking out loud. Lucky for whoever's reading this I have to cut this short. Duty calls. I get to go make a manual cheque. I should make one out for myself while I'm at it. I wish. Oh yah I have to call the balloon hotline at 2 to see if we're going to get to go up today. Cross your fingers! It feels like an elusive dream going up in this balloon - I can't wait till it becomes reality! 12:23 p.m. - 2004-05-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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