curious-me's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Feeling my age Le sigh. Finally.....the end of the day. I don't know what it is but I've had one of those days. I'd rather not get into it. I just feel like....I don't know....I don't have anything to look forward to. Silly. Maybe it's my 30th birthday looming over me and the fact that I'm not married, I have no children, no house. I think I may have a break down on my 30th birthday - just a warning. At least my friend S was engaged and about to get married when she turned 30. I have prospects but I'm not even gonna go there. Maybe it's the fact that my friend Tara from NS just had her baby yesterday - a little boy. Maybe I'm a little jealous. Maybe I'm just feeling my age today. I want to run away and hide. I want to not come into work. I want to be pampered and spoilt. I want someone to treat me like I'm special. I think I just want to be held and told everything's gonna be okay and I'm not always gonna feel this way - it's just a phase. I'm turning 30 in 2 months and 2 days. But who's counting? 4:16 p.m. - 2004-07-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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