curious-me's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ghosts of friendships past I'm feeling kind of melancholy right now. I just became 'friends' with a girl I went to highschool with. We had a falling out but for the life of me I can't remember what over. That's when S and I really became bff's for life. But this girl was my bff before S. We were inseperable for a few years. It's just sad how life takes you down such different paths. We talked briefly a couple years ago when I first joined fb and she was just leaving cause she was moving. She has been back on for a while (ah yes snooping around her page gleans this info). She is best friend's with another girl I hung out with from my teenage years. This girl hates me with a passion (it involes a boy and yah I was totally in the wrong but in my defense I was like 19). It just hurts a little looking at the pics of them together remembering when all 3 of us were good friends and the fun we had. Blar. I'm rambling I know. I have a feeling this melancholy feeling may be enhanced by the margarita's I've had tonight. We had a mexican night and it was pretty awesome. The best part is I get to sleep in tomorrow. Sweet! Today was a huge waste of a day at work. A program crucial to our job was down all day - it didn't come back up till 3pm. Crazy. Although really I wasn't complaining cause slacking is one of my favourite activities - if only I had had a book to read I would have been golden. Well I think I shall post this, put down the laptop and go spend time with the hubs. I need to shake this feeling off. These friends were from another lifetime and even though I may be reconnecting with one on a very basic level I know it will not go beyond that. It is what it is. 9:12 p.m. - 2010-04-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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