curious-me's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Guilty as charged I wrote this a few days ago and figured what the heck let's post it: I went out at lunch today on my never ending search for blue sandals. You think blue would be easy to find but here are my requirements: cheap (under $40), strappy, not bulky, they can be flat but not totally flat as my arches will kill, maybe a kitty heel but I�d have to see if I could walk in them, not a dark blue, not too light of a blue, definitely no high heels. I�m sure there are other requirements but that�s all I can think of right now. I had a brainstorm on my way back to work � I am going to stop looking now and once we cross the border on our vacation I will resume my search! I won�t go gaga looking for a pair but if we are in a store with shoes I will be all over it searching for my perfect pair. It would awesome if I found a pair there as whenever I wore them they would always remind me of our trip! Our trip which I have no idea where we are going. Still. So that was a few days ago. Last night I was a train wreck. My parents had called and told us that my older brother and his family would be in K town where my younger brother is and my older brother would be helping him fix the house (so it can go on the market). My parents decided to join the crusade along with my uncle and aunt. They wanted to let Keith and I know as well in case we wanted to go up to....but no pressure. All I felt was pressure! We had so much we wanted to do this weekend not to mention it would cost us minimum $250 for gas, lodging and food. Money we need to take our vacation next week. Ugh the guilt. I had text my brother and sil to get the scoop - how much stuff was left etc. No answer. Finally last night I called them and it was all chaotic as they had company and it was dinner time (7pm I'm not rude) so he let me go. So I called my parents and tiptoed around saying no that we couldn't go up. Then I proceeded to be upset for the remainder of the night and even cried at one point. The guilt. I felt bad as my dad is gonna be 65 and my uncle 75 and they shouldn't be pushing themselves plus my dad has a torn bicep tendon (wth?). I woke up this morning still kind of upset but starting to get over it till we went to W-mart where I got mad at Keith and just about walked out of the store. But we both calmed down and once back home I hugged him and told him it wasn't his fault (he blames himself for us not going) and told him if I really wanted us to go we would have. End of story. Then we did a crap load of yard work - we filled 4 huge bags with debris. Our yard looks so much better now. The oil changing will have to wait til tomorrow. Then we went downstairs to hide in the basement cause it is still hot as hell out there! Oh and I found out where we're going for part 2 of our vacay - CHICAGO!!! We have minimal time there so I am sleuthing the internet so we can make an itinerary so we don't just get lost and walk around looking like idiots and never see anything! There's a good chance of that happening anyway so wish me luck with is research! 4:13 p.m. - 2012-07-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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