curious-me's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One Entry with a whole weeks worth of words I didn�t post all week BUT I have been writing entries � how do you like �dem apples?! So rather than ditch my musings I am tying them all together in what I call the Weekly Wrap Up! Monday: Monday is kicking my already bruised ass! I slept like shat last night. We got home from the fam�s around 11:15pm (WAY past bedtime) and Keith was wired (probably from the large hot chocolate he had on our drive home) and I was dead tired. But instead of sleeping I tossed and turned and went to the dark place in my head that gives voice to all those dark emotions and insecurities you have that normally you can brush off but once in a while they call to you and you end up thinking...unpleasant thoughts. I realize I�m being extremely ambiguous but that�s on purpose. Needless to say I was awake when the hubby came to bed at 1:30am and I was not only upset with him for this (the lateness) but I was also still battling my demons and instead of finding solace that he was now beside me it made me even for antsy. So let�s see � I wake up beyond tired after a restless night�s sleep, I break the zipper on my new purse I bought in December in Toronto (so no returning it), I open my email at work to find out that myself and another co-worker will be on phones ALL day. Phones are a part of my job but we haven�t had to go on them due to the fact we were new but I guess that�s all over with now! Rather than ease us in gently the powers-that-be are throwing us to the wolves. Stupid mother f*ckers. This place KILLS me with shit like this. They are so f*ckin customer oriented but they don�t give their gd employees the tools they need to actually provide the customer service. Seriously they are f*cked. (Ha I just looked in the mirror and thought my mascara smudged underneath my eye � nope dark circles!!) I just found out that T�s father in law to be decided not to co-sign for them. They are now awaiting word from the finance people whether they are pre-approved or not. C is still in awe (and not in a good way) that they put an offer on a house without having the pre-approval in their hands. I�m not all that surprised. The weather people are going on about a �snow storm� and my office is now sending out emails about emergency protocols about what to do if the office is closed or what have you. Let me first say this, my office has NEVER closed due to snow. Skeletal staff yes � but closures no. Don�t get me wrong I would love an office closure but I ain�t holding my breath. Thursday: I went to the drug store for one thing and walked out with....one thing. Huh. I�m not sure if that has ever happened. I guess that�s what happens when you are watching your money flow. It is interesting to see how my spending habits have evolved since after Christmas when Keith became unemployed. I didn�t spend a ton of money before but I also didn�t take notice of the nickel and diming that was going on. I won�t lie � I miss spending money. But at the same time I was spending needlessly especially when I was shopping to fill a void (or not think about my problems). I did almost buy teeth whitener cause looking at pics from a few years ago my teeth were WAY whiter (and yes I did use the strips then). But I decided to put it on hold until we head to Wally world where I know the kits will be half the price of this store. I will probably hold off buying it until I have the overwhelming urge to spend money � at least I�ll be spending it on something that I WANT rather than junk that will take up room in my house or closet! So this weekend my friend S is supposed to come into town with her boy toy. Part of me is excited to see her the other just wanted a quiet weekend to recuperate from the last 3. But I guess it will get our house clean. The hubby has been...um slacking for lack of a better word. And yes I feel terrible saying that. He makes all 3 of my meals every day and does all the dishes. But I feel that his zest for reorganizing since he�s been off has diminished. I can�t say I would be any better. I normally look around think about what I should be doing then immediately grab a book or turn on the tv. But with company coming on Saturday Keith will be forced to start putting in some elbow grease and having us see results. Just the half hour I worked out yesterday did wonders for our living room! I need a new bra. And I WILL spend money on that. Ever since my favourite bra bit the dust I have been floundering with my other bras and they are just not pulling their weight - heh! Luckily I think I have a coupon for my favourite (and only) store I buy bras at. Must look into that ASAP. Can you tell I�m wearing an uncomfortable one right this minute? So according to FB my bil and sil (Keith�s brother) are getting divorced. Ah yes nothing better than to air your dirty laundry on FB. She has these long conversations on her wall which mean any and all can read them with people (mostly men I�ve noticed) about how unhappy she is and mean and horrible he is and these men are telling her to leave him cause she�s so much better than that and she�s too beautiful to not be single. Me thinks these men have an ulterior motive. It doesn�t help my sil is trying to break into a modeling career and going about it by posing in skimpy clothes and was even a Sunshine Girl not too long ago. For his part my bil has been staying mum on the issue so bravo to him. Friday: Er yah this is probably long enough so I should just add that I did find my wallet on Monday night after tearing our room apart. Now I am on the quest to find my house keys � ah yes if it�s not one thing it�s another! Today is C�s birthday. I reminded T of this and she sent ME a text wishing me a happy birthday. Yah � she�s blonde why do you ask? They have another co-signer so things are once again looking up � thankfully � cause seriously they have to be out of their house in less than 2 months! TTFN! 1:15 p.m. - 2011-02-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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